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Use jaane mat do By Pritram Biswas

Ek ajeeb sa ehsaas hota hai jab pehla aur sachha wala pyar milta hai. Zindagi manoo rangeen honey lagti hai. Sab kaisa badla badla sa lagta hai. Ek ajeeb sa nasha sa chane lagta hai hawao mein. Kabhi khul ke udne ko jee karta hai aur kabhi man karta hai ki jor se chilla ke kahoon ki, “haan mujhe pyar ho gaya hai”.

Lekin sir ye pyar hona bhi ek alag kahani likh dalti hai . Ek puri kitab hi likhi jaa sakti hai kisi se mulakaat hone se lekar pyaar ho jane tak. Meri bhi aisi hi ek kahani hai jo sirf mai hi janta hoon. Wo ehsaas, wo lamha, wo dard aur dard ke baad milne  wali khusi. Jo sirf mai hi samajh sakta hoon aur jaroorat padi to samjha sakta hoon. Jab usse mila to muhje ye pata nahi tha ki meri manzil kahaan aake rukegi. Lekin aalam ye hai ki ab “mai” se “hum” ban gaye hai. Aur ye hone mein kuch zyada waqth nahi laga tha. Lekin uss kam waqth mein bhi mai ek puri zindagi jee liya tha.

Kabhi-kabhi achanak unn hi sochne lagta hoon ki, itni kam waqth me bhi itna gehra pyar kaise ho sakta hai? Par jawaab kabhi nahi mil pata hai. Lekin uss chote se pal ka aaj bhi ehsaas hai mujhe. Yaad hai mujhe jab mai pehli baar mai college ke sidhiyon par dekha tha. Fir class room mein ek nigah se dekhe jaa raha tha mano sirf mai wo hi class mein baithe hue hai. Puri duniya jaise sannate mein simat gayi thi. Wo dil mein gudgudi’ wo ek ajeeb si bechaini, jab yaad karta hoon tab kahin se ek muskaan mere chehre par aa jati hai.

Fir yaad aata hai wo dard jab use jaana pada tha mujhe chhor kar apne kaam ke liye lekin dono seeney mein dard liye chup the. Na keh paa raha tha aur naa hi seh paa raha. fir silsila chalta raha aur hum dono ek hokar kafi dur tak aa gaye hai. Aur jab kisi karan se humare beech koi matbhed hota hai to kuch pall ke liye gusse mein to rehte hai lekin fir wo saare pall yaad aa jate hai jab hum pehli baar mile the tab muskaan dono ke chehre par fir wapas aa jati hai.

Kayi mod aye ab tak, kayi muskillen aayi lekin fir bhi hum dono haathon me hath thame chalte rahe. Aur ye kehte rahe agar hum hath hai to har badi muskil bhi humse haar mane gi. Agar aisa haath agar tumhe mile to kabhi jaane mat do. Kya pata wo tumhari zindagi hi badal de. Jaise bhi ho use thame rakho kyunki agar wo hath chala gaya to uska dard marham kabhi nahi dhoond nahi paoge.

–Dhanyawaad

Kayitha.

Saathi jeevan ke

Aaj bhi un dino ki yad aati hai jab hum befir hokar ghumte the. Na koi chinta thi aur na hi dar. Par aaj achanak aisa kya ho gaya ki ab sab badal gaya? Wo masom muskaan, wo khilkhilati hasi aur bhi bahut kuch. Zimmedario ka bojh mano jaise puri rooh mein sama gayi ho. Ab har kadam par, har mod par ek Decission bhi lene mein dar lagta hai. dar iss baat ka ki kahin iske liye baad mein pchana na pade. Kahin iske liye apnoon se dor na ho jana pade,aur bhi kayi swal aatein hai man mein.

Par kya karoon? Akhir isi ka naam hi to zindagi hai mare dost. Zindagi hi zindagi ko jeena sikha deti hai waqth ke sath-sath. Aur mai bhi seekhta aa raha hoon. Kya karoon, tazorba paane ke liye to sikhna to parega. Bahut sare mood aye mere jivan mein aur har mood pe maine kisi-na-kisi ka sath paya .Kabhi dosto ka, Maa-Baap ka to fir kisi Teesre ka. Koi iss mood pe mere sath chala aur kisi ne to mood ate hi saath chod diya. Lekin isi utaar-chadhao mein khud ko pehchaanna seekh liya.

Abhi jo mere sath hai wo saare mere liye bahut hi keemti hai. Inn logo ne mujhe girne ke baad uthna sikhaya. Mai parmaatma ka bhi aabhari hoon ki abhi mere jivan mein aise log diye ya fir unse milwaya. Mujhe pura umeed hai ki mere jeevan me Maa-Baap ke alawa  Do aur khas log hai jo mera saath kabhi nahi chorenge. Kabhi-kabhi halaaton ke karan dur ho jana par sakta hai lekin rishtoon me kabhi doori nahi ayegi. Mai aaj ka yah post aaj unn dono ke naam karta hoon.

Samarpit mera sabd unpar
Jinka abhaar hai mujhpar

Sapno ki Bheed-संपनो कि भीड़ by Pritam Biswas ThePb

Humare andar kayi sare sapne liye jeete hai. Umr ke sath-sath sapno ka kad bhi badhta ha hai. Aur ye sapne badhte-badhte sapno ke bheed mein hum kahin kho se jate hai. Kuch sapne hum pure kar pate hai aur kuch sapne sapne hi reh jate hai. Insaan aur kar bhi kya sakta hai bajay sapne dekhne ke. Ye sapne hi to hai jo hume jeena sikhati hai, ye sapne hi to hai jo hume kuch paane ki ummeed jagati hai. Sapne dekhna zaroori hai kkuch sapno ke liye, kuch apno ke liye.

Agyat kavi

Sapno ki bheed

Lekin kabhi-kabhi hum jab khud ko dekhte hai tab lagta hai jaise iss sapno ki bheed mein kahin kho se gaye hai hum . Sapne dekho aur use pura karne ke liye jaag utho. Zindagi jaise sapno ke mahal ko haqeeqat ke eent se taiyaar karne waala mazdoor ban gaya hai. Bebajah sapne dekhna to mano gunah si ho gayi hai. Ab duniya wahi sapne dekhne ki izzazat deta jo puri ki ja sake. Apne liye, khud ki khusi ke liye, khud ke swarth ke liye kuch betarteeb, faltu ke sapne dekhne ka waqt hi kho chuke hai hum.

Kya khud ke, khud ke manoranjan ke liye sapne dekhna galat hai. Sayad haan, aaj ka samaj aur yahan tak ki khud ka pariwar bhi is baat ke khilaf hai. Lekin mujhe pata bewjah sapne dekhne khusi kitni hoti. Mai uss duniya mei jaa chuka hoon jahan sapno ki koi sima nahi. Mai kho chuka hoon, doob chuka hoon sapno ka samandar mein. Aur usse jo khusi milti hai wo haqeekat ke sapne pure karne se kayi jyada. Ek alag hi ehsaas hota hai aise sapne dekhne mein.

Agar aap bhi sapne dekhna bhool gaye ho to abhi se dekhne suru kar dijye. Ye sapne hi to hai jo humare dil mein dhadkan banaye hue hai.

Jab dil dhadakna band ho jayega tab sapne dekhna bhi. Lekin jab tak dil mein jaan hai, sapne dekhna mat bhuliye.

Dhanyawaad.

मै चला – by Pritam Biswas ThePb




उन्माद होकर मै चला

विभोर होकर मै चला

किस दिशा को

किस राह को

मै चला

मिलन कि उम्मीद नहि

खोना भि है सहित

कुछ याद लेकर

कुछ पल खोकर

मै चला

अब वो नहिं

अब मै भि नहिं

वो अब उसका

मै अब मेरा

अब उसकि क्या ज़रूरत

मै चला

~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


The Final Gain

After a long time we went again

It was for short while


But felt like in a silent rain
Which made me
Amazed !
Felt me blessed
The life of me,in vain
Rewoke with new again

The moment you smiled at me
The moment you stared at me
And called me closer with no voice
The moment was unforgettable n wise
To forget all my pain

And after a while that
You,the unpredicted deed done that
The warm feeling of you
The warmth between us
Made us high as sky
The madness
That started in our brain


After the moment of blindness
And all every cold
That silent eyes of you
Clossed suddenly
Honey felt so warm in me
Was far better than real
That act was never to repeal
Both of us wandering there
Was it the Final gain…?

~(c)Pritam Biswas ThePb

সাদা পাতা(Sada pata)-by Pritam Biswas ThePb

Tomay dekhechilam,
rekhechilam,
moner khatay.

Ajo valobeshechilam,
cheyechilam,
sada patay.

Tobu ele na tumi,
chole galo doshomi
Faka mon
ae bashay.


Tomay dekhechilam,
rekhechilam,
moner khatay.


~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


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Aaj Bishorjon by Pritam Biswas ThePb




Aj bishorjon…
Jekhane lukiye thaka atta,
Ache jara nirob-chitt,
Nai kono biswas,
Roye ache je mrito antar,
Tader bishorjon.

Aaj bishorjon…
Je thakto cheye sedike,
Pabe shey kichu jano,
Hoye akul,roye byakul,
Dhorte chay je dhaara abar,
Tader bishorjon.

Aaj bishorjon…
Peyeche sunno kar,
Upoharey kebol-e shantona,
Niyeche mrittyu protigga abar,
Diyeche ja chilo na debar,
Aaj tader bishorjon….
Aaj bishorjon…




~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


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Aj ele tumi-by Pritam Biswas (thepb)

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Aj ele tumi
Kache hole tumi
Pelam tomay notun korey
Dekhlam tomay notun vorey


Aj tumi ele
Ele tumi buker majhey
Ele tumi moner fakey
Ghar korey roiley tumi
Aj dekhi ele tumi.




~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


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Sunno mon-by Pritam Biswas(thePB)




Sunno mon
Sunno khacha
Ajo dekhi
Kato je faka
Sudhu kalo
Kalo poth
Kalo alo
Kalo disha
Kalo nisha
Jano holo
Pure charkaar
Kore nirakaar
Kare hahakaar
Nai kono chitkaar
Tobu dekhi
Sunno mon
Ajo jokhon



~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


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Wo muskaan-by Pritam Biswas (thePB)






Wo muskaan…
Pighal jata mai dekh
Wo tumhari muskaan
Jab yun hi achanak
dekh merey taraf
Muskuratey tum ek jhalak
Dil tab pighal jata hai.


Jab yun hi achanak
na koi kaaran
muskuratey tum fir bhi…
Jab puchta kya hua ?
Kehti kuch nahi,
Bahot kuch kuch tab dil ko chu jata hai..


Jab yun hi muskurakar tum
Sar ko apney jhuka leti ho
Mai puchta kya hua..?
Tum kehte kuch nahi
Tab iss kuch nahi mei
Aansu dil ke tumharey .dikh jata hai.


Na jaaney kitni baatein sunati hai
Na jaaney kitna kuch samjhati hai
Aur koi samjhey na naa…
Par mai samajhta hoon
Tumhari wo muskaan..




~~©PRITAM BISWAS (ThePB)


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